jang jang jang...i came in 30th out of jc2 girls for cross country...ok lah i guess...position is not as good as last year's but i don't know my timing yet so that'll tell if i actually improved or not...i guess i did my best coz i've been slacking quite a bit and not pushing myself during 2.4 and everything so this is quite good...i should be able able to drop to 12.45 for 2.4km now if i just run like i did today...it felt good...not stopping except for that killer slope...my legs were bloody burning with lactic acid but i just had to go on...i must say a big thank you to seymone for giving me a great starting pace and for running with me...really helped...if i hadn't started with her i would have been bloody slow...most people would think i'm insane for making such a big deal out of this but it's something that really does matter to me...shows the power of the mind, the ability of the body and what perseverance really is...i wanna get fitter...i can be so much better...i just know it...it was a good run today...hui xin(1st), christine(15th) and ms lim(1st) did really really well for themselves and for our class! i wish i could apply this attitude to my studies but it's hard when studying is so damn boring and tiring...chem test tomorrow...got lots left to cover...hope i can pass it at least...hope it's nothing like bio...which was really just crap...had a good lesson with mr chin today...he used up the full 2 periods to teach us which was excellent considering what has been happening the past few weeks...passed up all the bio that was due...MAJOR relief...now just gotta catch up with maths...got till friday for numerical methods but dunno how i'm gonna get it done when i've gotta study chem today, i've got dance practice after school tomorrow, got a chem spa exam on friday to study for as well...so blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! oh well must make an effort...morning run tomorrow...looking forward to it : ) gotta go wash up, makan and start my work soon!