no desperate housewives tonight... : ( : ( : ( : ( : (

what is with this new mobile community thing? so annoying...why does everyone want to be connected to everyone in every possible way...friendster, hi-5, multiply, and now this sms.ac thingy...which is the worst of the lot coz it involves distribution of your handphone number for it to work...i really wonder how all these people who signed up for it can be so trusting with the Internet...a.k.a hacker sanctuary...are they insane?
good news: i happen to be sick...this means that if i don't do well enough for common tests i have an excuse to fall back on...sick=headache=cannot think straight=it's not that i didn't study, i was sick

while i should have been studying....

milestone: 700th viewing of my blog! i am like sooo popular(bimbo voice)...hehe...just got back from studying with geri..went to coffee bean about 5.30pm...spent about 2hours there and decided to leave before we totally froze up..sooo cold..and we had jackets on...went to the new prata place at the circus..i had prata...took forever to eat it...i am soooo slow these days...after that headed to the club to continue studying...i wasn't very productive...as usual...but i did read through the whole of respiration..so was ok lah...oh ya...and my sister's hamster passed away today...sad event...she now wants a chihuahua..i have no comments...haha we got the CJ yearbook yesterday after morning assembly...everyone was going mad...narinder was flipping all over the place looking for her thousand and one darlings...hahaha was funny...every bit of free time during the day was spent looking through the yearbook..all the memories of last year...great memories...wish last year could happen all over again...newsflash: according to charmaine, 'a' level results come out next friday...can't wait!!! really wonder how i did for punjabi..scary..hehe...okie dokes i gotta go do something or other...and before i go i'd just like to thank everyone for their help in making my blog so successful, i'd like to thank this person and that person and that person and this person, couldn't have done it without all my fans..love you guys! hehehe...talk about DRAMA!!

tired, exhausted, drained...i need vitamins..went to sleep at 8.30pm yesterday...basically didn't do any work at all...contemplating not even studying...really really don't want to..but in jc you have to be a true genius to manage a pass without actually studying...my head is like pounding...no school tomorrow...that's a plus...gotta meet geri at 5.30 so gotta go now...

grrr...i don't know why but i have a lot of frustration seriously boiling inside me this week..actually i think i do know why..i'm scared that i'm gonna blow up at some unlucky person soon...hope it doesn't happen...gotta keep cool...the heat is driving me insane!!!

i get more and more annoyed each day...sometimes i wish i could just distance myself from everyone..nobody seems to like having a positive outlook on things...annoying...we're given so much but want more and more...why are people never bloody happy????? i love being happy..i wish other people could learn that happiness is really the greatest thing..whatever form it comes in, it's really great...so everyone...don't worry, be happy!! i know exactly what most people may be thinking..it's not that easy shaan(typical reaction)...all i can say to that is: BLAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

sweltering...stifling...the darned heat!!! at least it now rains once in a while...anyway..sunday's band concert was great...pics are below..the precision with which the band people play is really amazing..not a note off key..it was pretty much perfect...the practice that went into it must've been killer...we missed the first song though, the reason being that a certain ms khoo didn't know the difference between raffles place and raffles city...i hope she knows now..after the concert we went to coffee club to eat...i don't think i'll ever be going there again...over-priced average food...not worth it...should've just gone to shah alam...that place has excellent mee goreng...could've had a whole delicious meal there for under $5...laziness drove me to coffee club...it won't happen again!! laziness is poisonous!! moving on...embarrassed myself yesterday...shall not dwell on it...CTs re in less than a week..CTs end in less than 2 weeks...totally looking forward to that!! wanna buy these like cool adidas superstars but they're really gonna cost so gotta really save up...no more unnecessary food or cab rides...gotta get started on work soon...got maths and chem to do..wanna study a bit of bio as well..better get to it!

me and charmaine just before the start of the second half

me, ruyin and amelia during the intermission of the band concert

Con Fuoco III 20th January 2005, Sunday 7.00pm Victoria Concert Hall

prices up to $11 per pack...well-done tax people!!!

watched con-air last night finally...been wanting to watch it for years but never got around to it...glad that i finally did though...it was the coolest!!! i absolutely loved it...the brilliance of the criminal mind really fascinates me...the movie was just so clever and full of wit...everyone's so hyped up about constantine and though that was interesting i think con-air is a much better movie...sitting in my living room i can smell the haze outside...it's really bad...max is suffering due to her sinus...the heat...madness...cigarette prices went up due to increased taxes...super happy about that!! hopefully more people will quit...$11.oo for a box of stuff that goes up in smoke...insanity...and the best thing is that it provides absolutely no benefits and causes soooo much harm...not only to the smoker but to those around as well as the environment...serious pollution...instead of those idiot smokers spending their money on ciggies they should donate it to me...then i can get my bmw convertible and be happy...argh the speaking competition...went for it and got in to the next round though i was really boring and stupid...crappiness...finals are on monday..crap...impromptu speech...not gonna be good...gonna be embarrassing...crap...ok anyway...something really weird happened today...i was sitting on the sofa when i saw this old woman across the road walk towards my house..no idea who she was..i was thinking she was gonna come to the gate and ask something or something but instead she went towards the dustbin outside my house...since she was carrying a big plastic bag i thought ok..she's gonna throw the thing in...no biggie...but she didn't...she opened the dustbin and like basically put her whole head inside and took something out and then walked away...no idea what it was..i didn't know what to think...so weird! i wanna watch hotel rwanda so badly now but don't wanna go out unnecessarily before CTs..so i gotta wait..i think it'll be my kinda movie..i really enjoy stuff based on real life events and true stories..make me think alot...this weekend not that much homework but gotta study for econs mcq test which was postponed to monday...did quite a bit of work today...i'm really surprising myself...dedicating more time to schoolwork that ever before..i've never been this disciplined towards academics...quite cool...ok better get back to work...bio here i come!!!

today's chem test...disaster...

bush fires in singapore?????

haha just saw the first page of today's home section of the straits times...two bush fires broke out in singapore yesterday...and people actually had to evacuate their homes! hahaha...just proves my point...the heat is killer!!!!

singapore's green landscape is turning brown..and i am turning progressively more brown as well...the sun these days is seriously scorching...i think the extreme heat accounts for why half the class 'dies' out in the middle of the day...i was gonna fall asleep today during chem...i was just staring at the board hoping i didn't start 'playing the pendulum' as mr chin says..hmmmmm..hehehe..maths test today was alright...haha but i was super confused by part (a) of the first question...but nvm...the rest was good..oh ya...played SR yesterday..we won 36-14 i think...it was a good game...aaaaaah the public speaking competition thingy tomorrow...aaaaaah...no idea what to do and i don't wanna do it!!! so crappy!!! happy that tomorrow's friday though...the weekend hath arriveth...bought tix for the band concert already...looking forward to it...hope it's good...chem and econs tests tomorrow...gotta start studying a little earlier today...got morning run again tomorrow...means gotta wake up early : (
ok i really got nothing else to say charmaine...i did my best...and i have no regrets... ;-)

hehe i'm quite happy with myself today! been doing homework and studying since 7pm...impressive right?? wanna go for the band concert on sunday but got darts at the club also so i don't know what to do...was supposed to talk to my dad about it but he's already gone to work so i gotta call him later...was supposed to teach tasha today but postponed it to friday so i could use tonight to do work...econs mcq test coming up, maths on thursday and chem on friday...oh man and on friday i gotta go for some speaking competition thingy in school...forced to go since i'm the gp rep and no one else in my class wants to take part...hehe one of the categories is cabbages..hahahaha..i wanna talk about that but i wouldn't have any idea what to say..so i gotta go see what the other 2 categories are...gotta prepare a 3 minute speech...crappy...got offered a free ticket to the avril lavigne concert on april 2nd...wondering whether to go for it or not..hmmmm...i was super stoned in school today...no idea why...i was just soooo tired...completely zonked...gotta take bus to school tomorrow morning! cryyyyy!!! we gonna play a friendly against SRJC tomorrow for netball...looking forward to that...gotta go have dinner now and then get back to my work : )

feb 14. valentine's day..haha i don't even have a valentine...but it's no problem..i'm much happier single..sometimes i feel like i want a boyfriend but when i actually think about it i realise that personally, i'm better off single..ya so...even though v-day is a useless and overly commercialised day...it still holds a lot of fun and excitement..the exchanging of little tokens and stuff..hehe as usual i was thinking of bringing something for everyone..but as is typical of me...i ended up not bothering...but a big thanks to everyone who gave me stuff...very nice of u guys! was supposed to have a v-day dinner at my aunts' but it was postponed...sad..this time last year i was at pete's place at the hyatt having an excellent and super pricey dinner..a treat from my uncle...he treats the ladies of the family to dinner every valentine's day...we ordered pizza for dinner tonight and at my sister's insistance lit a few candles and tealights for our mini v-day dinner...had training today...haha played netball with the rugby guys for the first half..was quite funny coz they've never played before and had like no idea what was going on at first...funny funny funny...then after they left we got down to serious training...was tiring but good...we had the shooter torturing routine today...where the shooter has to work in the semi-circle one-on-one with a defender and two people passing in from outside the circle while everyone else sits and watches...the ics people are really very nice...actually waited for me to finish training before leaving...must have been at keerthi's insistance but still really nice of them...i really enjoy going for ics...it gives us so many opportunities to earn points while having fun as well..desperate housewives will be on soon so i'm gonna wrap this up...charmaine...i hope ur happy with this entry...it's long....as for changing my chatterbox...u gotta wait friend...hehe i'm off!!

i did it!!!! after days of trying i finally posted a picture! hehehe this is great..haha how i've gotta get back to all the work i negelected over the cny break...will blog later..i can post pictures yay!!!

This is what happens to people who sit on their asses all day

i'm in trouble...got soo much homework to complete by tomorrow..gotta teach both tasha and simran today..gotta try and get the modelling thing done..aaaaah...how am i gonna finish me work? three gp articles plus one question to answer...2 maths assignments..chem tutorial..supposed to do econs mcq as well but i didn't even bring the book home.............

just got back from the juggy d bhangra night..he was EXCELLENT!!! soooooooo cute and such a great singer...loved his dancing, loved his accent, really really loved his songs! my ears are ringing..hate when that happens...i looked so crappy today..got darker from spending half the day in the blazing sun..my nose is burnt..haiyah sad lah...there was a really good looking guy at the bhangra night but he was really small...as in short and had a small build..so cute...juggy d sang to amarpreet..lucky shit..ok my goodness i'm like falling asleep while writing this thing..i gotta go get to sleep...night...

i miss last year...alot...

my poor eyes

just wrote a really long entry and subsequently deleted it by accident...crap!!!!! ok nevermind...anyway friends this new blog design was done by meeee!!! what do u guys think of it? took me A YEAR but i am quite happy with the results! yay!!! ok i'm not gonna retype whatever i just wrote coz it was tooooo damn long!

I don't want to update charmaine!!!

jang jang jang...i came in 30th out of jc2 girls for cross country...ok lah i guess...position is not as good as last year's but i don't know my timing yet so that'll tell if i actually improved or not...i guess i did my best coz i've been slacking quite a bit and not pushing myself during 2.4 and everything so this is quite good...i should be able able to drop to 12.45 for 2.4km now if i just run like i did today...it felt good...not stopping except for that killer slope...my legs were bloody burning with lactic acid but i just had to go on...i must say a big thank you to seymone for giving me a great starting pace and for running with me...really helped...if i hadn't started with her i would have been bloody slow...most people would think i'm insane for making such a big deal out of this but it's something that really does matter to me...shows the power of the mind, the ability of the body and what perseverance really is...i wanna get fitter...i can be so much better...i just know it...it was a good run today...hui xin(1st), christine(15th) and ms lim(1st) did really really well for themselves and for our class! i wish i could apply this attitude to my studies but it's hard when studying is so damn boring and tiring...chem test tomorrow...got lots left to cover...hope i can pass it at least...hope it's nothing like bio...which was really just crap...had a good lesson with mr chin today...he used up the full 2 periods to teach us which was excellent considering what has been happening the past few weeks...passed up all the bio that was due...MAJOR relief...now just gotta catch up with maths...got till friday for numerical methods but dunno how i'm gonna get it done when i've gotta study chem today, i've got dance practice after school tomorrow, got a chem spa exam on friday to study for as well...so blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! oh well must make an effort...morning run tomorrow...looking forward to it : ) gotta go wash up, makan and start my work soon!

cross country tomorrow!!!! i beg, hope and pray for speed and stamina!!! i really wanna do well!!! i'm scared!!! hahaha i'm so dramatic...but really...i wanna be at least top 50...k have to cut this short...gotta have dinner