long day today..had a performance at some school in AMK..two dances..one was bad one was excellent..had fun..missed performing..was good to dance again..

tmr's gonna be another long day..or actually later today..gotta teach my cuz at 11am the head to school by 3pm for presentation rehearsal then rush down to khalsa for netball training then come home and must must must start on my paper..haha definitely can't start on it now..hahahaha ok nvm.....ha...ha...

grrr man...there's so much i wanna say but i can't..i just want it to go away but can't seem to let go also..don't know when this weight will be lifted..really hating him for it at the moment..but i don't know..i just don't know..i don't even know what i'm talking about..i need help..nah i'm just kdding..i'm fine..