oh i am so dead..i'm actually gonna have to understand international econs to do the exam..this is a disaster..bye bye hopes and dreams of getting an A..bye bye..

errrr ok then....

i have a feeling i'll be holding on forever..wasted opportunity..but i can't be expected to do everything..but no one's helping to make it clear so i don't know what to do..other people care but that one's oblivious..i guess it says enough..but i can't help it..whatever..forever..

muahaha dramatics at 4.45am..how fun..gd night!

feeling soooo relieved right now...the dreaded CAT is OVER!!!!!!!! submitted my group report about 20 mins ago and felt sooooo soooo soooo happy! haha and this morning i was one of the first people to go into the library..i found that really funny for some reason..especially since i had been sitting outside waiting for it to open hahaha yay yay yay..still in school though coz i gotta meet up with social psych peeps to finish up that project..and i hvn't even started my part of the report for that project but that's nothing compared to stupid ass cat..probably gonna be crying when i get my project grade back but no need to think about that for now..and i gotta get started on my second term paper for democracy..but i feeel waaaay better about everything now that this is out of the way!