thank god mr chin forced us to do our bio spa today...though it didn't seem like it at the time, it was a very good decision...at least now it's over and done with and i can move on to other things...tomorrow maybe...hehehe awards thingy in school tomorrow...charmaine's gotta recite a prayer in front of many many many people...i hope she doesn't read this till tomorrow it's over...i'm sure it'll just add to her panic...hehe sadistic though it may be, that's actually why i'm typing it...eviiiiillll...i get released immediately after the ceremony tomorrow which means i don't have any lessons!!! tomorrow's gonna be another looong day for me...after CJ's netball match against MI at kallang i've gotta get down to khalsa for training there till 8pm...and then i'll just come home and collapse...i think i sprained my wrist by the way...it's painful when any pressure is applied...
went to little india with geri and max today after school to thread...it's been a million years since i last threaded so i've been looking like a man for quite a while now...such am immense relief to have nice eyebrows again...of course it'll last for about two weeks and the i turn into a man again...sad story of my life...anyway after threading we went to komala's to eat and chat...it felt like friday today...nobody wanted to go home...it's always fun to have these little makan and chat thingys with my friends..we reminisce old times and every so often some scandalous new previously withheld information is revealed...haha those are the best...sometimes i wish we could be in school forever...but without the studying part...

bio spa tomorrow...bio spa in our school is what almost guarantees that we won't get an A for bio...please let it be alright...i better go study...

i just realized about 2 hours ago that the khalsa netball team only has about 5 sundays till the gurdwara cup...we've spent the last 4 months doing almost nothing!!!! i could really kill myself for allowing this to happen...i don't know how it didn't occur to me that the thing is soooooo damn bloody soon! i pray that everyone shows up for training tomorrow...we have soooo few left that we really have to make the best of them...although i don't exactly think we can accomplish all that much in a month...but we can try....we have to try!!!! please everyone just show up tomorrow please!!!!
went to kallang today to train with the cj team...another satisfying training for me although we didn't train all that much...hopefully we do well on monday...playing pioneer jc...don't exactly know much about them...not about to underestimate...so i think that if CJ just does their best and play the way we do during trainings we should do just fine...after the match on monday we gotta get down to SJI to run the heats for the 4x100m relay...gonna be a tiring day...

man today's sun....blazing....but today's netball training was quite good...was quite satisfied with myself although i still really need to work on my shots...our first match is on monday and we get to leave class at 11am..hehehe that rocks..
told maxine today that we gotta seize as many bhangra night opportunities as possible before she leaves for hawaii...found out that there's on at the end of this month...the next day is a sunday and a public holiday which means that monday will be a holiday too...so i think it'll be perfect! max please let's gooooo!!! please please please!! hopefully more people will wanna come too(ahem ahem geri, armpit, narin, keert, charmaine, alyssa etc.) so ya...hope it happens!

ya so...sunday...aaaaaaah...still wishing i was back at the mela...it's always fun for me..to see almost the entire punjabi community gathered on that one day..with drama unfolding here and there(although there wasn't much this year) and lots of cuties all over the place, people i really wanted to see, people i really did not want to see...wish more of my friends had come though...could have had waaaay more fun...thanks max for coming! you really should've stayed longer...really really...
sunday started off really early for me...had to be at khalsa by 8.15...played netball with the same team as last year and made some new friends in the process..there was some drama on the netball court with one of the teams we played...somewhat expected but annoying all the same..max came down to support and was like cheering all the way...she had my sis for company...they strayed to the soccer field half way to be perverts and check out the guys(and embarass me in the process)...typical...we came in second for netball but seeing as there were only 3 teams, that also meant we were second last..hahaha..but it was really fun...the sun wasn't as bad as usual but i got burnt all the same...couldn't find my sunblock...i left khalsa around 6 coz i was super tired and i had bio to do...really wanted to stay though...anyway now i'm looking forward to june...the gurdwara cup...when the malaysians come down as well...can't wait!!!

just got home...i wish the mela coud happen all over again...more about it later!

hectic/tiring/fun day...after school had netball training till about 5.30ish...after that rushed down to town to get the presents..me buntz and charmaine running around like mad fools...narinder's slipper broke for the 20000th time today...it was super funny...she had to buy a new pair of thingys from tangs..bunty bunty...please walk properly..anyway after getting all the presents we needed to get, we waited for the 162 at the bus stop opposite far east for about 20 minutes...20 agonising minutes...got to swathi's house about 8.30...met fizah!!! so nice to see her after all this time..catching up with friends is always great...must make more of an effort to keep in touch...yupz..so had fun at swat's with my frennies...the food was really good...but i was like falling asleep over there...just toooo tired...my eyes are only half open now...looking forward to tomorrow..geri's birthday...with the increase in age, may an increase in maturity also come about..hehehe just kidding...geri's very mature......................riiiiiight...ok good night!

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

tomorrow is gonna be a day of rush rush rush...after school i've got netball which i can't leave early from...then i've gotta rush to town and rush around getting presents for swathi, cheryl and geri...at least i know what i'm gonna get for swat so that's pretty much settled but haven't decided about the other two...after i get all 3 presents i've gotta rush down to swathi's house for her birthday dinner...supposed to be there by 7pm but i doubt i'll make it in time...and the suckiest thing is that i'm gonna be all gross coz i'll be going after netball!!!! looking forward to the weekend..swat's birthday tomorrow...geri's and cheryl's parties on saturday...possibility of going for the bhangra night at fullmoon...but only for a while coz sunday's the mela(funfair sorta thingy)!!! i sure hope it's fun... and then once the weekend is over...it'll be back to school, studies and stress...which reminds me...can somebody please tell me what is going on with ruthra?? is it on? is it off? is it postponed? tell me!! i just found out there's no growing up gotti today... :(
i guess i'll go study now and watch arrested development at 9.30...

it's vesakhi tomorrow...the most important day in the sikh calendar..marks the official beginning of our religion if i'm not wrong...i have to learn more about my religion and culture..i'm always being asked questions that i can't answer..sad case yes i know...went to temple today...can't go tomorrow coz i gotta go to school..don't wanna go to school coz it's our longest day tmr..but i'll lose out alot if i don't go...haven't studied at all today..wonder how cross country went...alrighty then, i better go get some work done...

i can't access friendster...it's been days...i can't take it...

chem spa tmr..i don't feel like studying..but i have to..desperate housewives later :) it's a great show...genius...and grounded for life is on in a bit...that one is just sooo funny! everyone's buzzing about the l'oreal hot straight...it's quite amusing..but it's an excellent product..bio test for this week was cancelled..quite a relief but somewhat worrying...we've only had one bio CA this year...gonna go look at my chem for a while...hope tomorrow's exam goes well..

firstly i want to say that i loved the way my hair felt today and it's all thanks to l'oreal's blow-drying milk and the new and excellent hot straight...i strongly recommend it to everyone!
ok..onto max's party...i had a whole load of fun! was great talking to everyone and socialising and reminiscing and laughing and teasing and being teased and whatever else..everyone seemed to be having a good time..it was a great party max!
unfortunately for me it ended on a somewhat sad note : ( because i lost the present that jillian got me for my birthday...i knew i should have put it into my bag right away but i didn't so now i pay the price...i am really really super super super sorry jillian!! i really hope it's somewhere in max's house...i am a real shit...soooooooooo sorry!!!! why didn't i just put it into my bag???? argh!!!! super frustrating...why do i do these things???? i really don't know what to do with myself...maaaaaaaaaan...please please please let it be found!
i could go on about the present forever and a day..so for today i think i better stop here...gotta go to temple in the morning tomorrow...it's my dad's 50th birthday..and i have to like iron my suit now..so i have to go...

bonds are difficult to form...strong bonds harder still...once a strong bond is formed it's a really good feeling..something that you never want to see disappear...when a bond starts to weaken and break...it can be the most painful feeling...it sure as hell is a sad one...
today was the worst day i've ever experienced...it was a totally tension filled day for me that just got worse and worse...i started off the day irritable and along the way it got worse...thank god i'm now at home...where there's peace and i feel good...school's getting worse...today was just a really sad day...i really hated it...i really really hated it...i was just so filled with hurt and sadness..it sucked...tears were actually rolling down my cheeks on the way home...hope the people on the bus didn't think i was mad...oh well.. hope tomorrow will be good day...

what am i doing here when i should be doing my work? i don't know...all i know is there's a high chance of me failing the maths test on thursday since i really can't do complex numbers..i've been holding on to 2 complex tutorials for about 2 weeks now and i still can't figure them out...blah...vectors i haven't even looked at...and then there's chem on friday...somebody please give me the brain of maxine's boyfriend(matthew)

'A' Levels

i've gotta start working hard...4 subjects..2 CCAs...no time for anything..i can't go out anymore unless absolutely necessary..gonna come home right after school...no wasting time...so please friends...support me...don't ask me to go anywhere anymore..until june holidays...thanks..knowing myself...this isn't gonna work