ok it's definitely time for an update..firstly i must recount my parents' 25th wedding anniversary on the 21st of december..it was excellent..had such a fun time with my entire family..started off with pre-dinner drinks at brewerkz which has amazing snacks..yes i must say this again and again and again! then headed across the river to the coriander leaf..had the tandoori chicken this time..excellent! that restaurant rocks..the decor is so nice and so is the atmosphere..everyone really enjoyed the food and the conversation and everything..it was a success!!! after dinner we headed over t0 the club for some karaoke..something we've never done altogether..so thirteen of us packed into this tiny room and made alot of noise and had alot of fun!

next highlight was christmas..spent the morning in temple attending a wedding..had my first round of lunch in temple..was delicious..then headed home and got ready to go over to max's..got there about 2 and sat around with narin and max talking and waiting for the rest to come..once keerthi, amarpreet and ashwin got there it was time for my second round of lunch..shepherd's pie, roast chicken and ham..yum yum!! after that we started playing our pass the paper game then some card games..all fun! and the presents were great..thanks friends! sorry about my lame present hehehe :) better ones for ur birthdays don't worry! spent the evening at max's dad's place..great dinner and interesting events or actually just one interesting event :p

on boxing day i had to do a performance..alone..again..very stressful and highly embarrassing as well as super tiring to be dancing a 4 to 5 minute long song all by myself!!!! but it turned out alright..

on wednesday i went to khalsa for the first giddha(pre-wedding ceremonies and partying) of the wedding i'll be attending on sunday..met up with alot of relatives..met aman again! had fun dancing and all hehehe.. tonight's the second one at the singapore chinese swimming club i think..nice place..more dancing!!!!! fun fun fun :)

last night went over to shaleen's place for her farewell party..was really enjoyable due to the usual majority IJ girl atmosphere! max was going abit crazy towards the end of the night but never mind...treepti, geri, max and i were the last to leave..just before 1 i think..the taxi driver was quite a funny guy..coz max and i were the last 2 to be sent home so when we dropped max off across the road from her condo she ran for the traffic light but didn't make it in time to cross..so the taxi driver told me to wind down the window and laugh at her! oh and max he said u are very cute :)

right i'm sure this is a long enough entry to keep charmaine satisfied for quite some time so i'm gonna go now!

alrighty people..let me tell you all about my trip to port dickson..

let's see we left our house wednesday morning around 8am for the 4 hour drive to PD..stopped along the way to have breakfast at machap, one of the rest stops..reached PD about 12 something i think and as we were driving along we saw the other resorts in PD and they all looked kinda old and not very nice so i started to get kinda apprehensive about where we were headed which was the guoman resort..so drove along drove along drove along and finally got there!! and phew the place looked great!

the lobby


view of the pool from the lobby


the view from our room

so we spent our first day checking the place out playing table tennis and swimming..but i didn't swim coz i was feeling sick..feverish and everytime i tried to eat i wanted to throw up..so i couldn't eat..

so on the second day we went into PD town..very old town..very old shopping centres..the rest of my family had lunch there but again..i couldn't eat..so we decided it was time i go see a doctor..quite a few clinics in the area..i chose to go to klinik port dickson..not bad..indian doctor..he was cool..i got 7 types of medicine in total!!! for my nausea, and fever, and cough and whatever..and it only cost RM38 i think..which comes up to about S$19..in s'pore simply stepping in to the doc's office would've cost $15 and the medicine would've added up to much much more! ya so anyway felt better after taking the medicine and i could eat again so that was great


my medicine

on the third day we drove down to malacca by the old road instead of the highway..it's alot bumpier and slower but there's more to see as the old road takes you through some towns and stuff..haha and my sister started to feel carsick halfway so we had to stop for a while..we had lunch in malacca and walked around their prime shopping centre, mahkota parade, for about an hour before heading back up to PD by the highway this time..got back to the hotel, played some table tennis then headed out for some dinner

then on saturday, the last day, we packed up, my dad and sis went for a swim, then we had lunch in the hotel before leaving PD for singapore..we came back by the second link and oh man after clearing immgration at the malaysia side we got stuck at the singapore side for 2 and a half hours!!!!!! it was insane!!!!! pure torture!!!! craziness!!!!

k so that's the story of my trip to PD :)

i really can't understand what it is that most punjabi boys have against books..take a look at their friendster profiles and under the favourite book part these are some of their favourite comments:

1) HAH!
2) wats tat
3) haven't touch since i primary skool
4) no time
5) can't remember the last time i read one
6) ...

it's so annoying!

right so i'm off to play boggle online! new addiction..

boredom!!!! help me!!!! amarpreet ur job must rock coz the ice cream is superb and u get it free!! the monkey thingy was delish and ur co-workers are soo nice..toys'r'us was fun..reliving our younger days which are now so so so far away...as max pointed out in about 3 to 4 months me, max and geri will be 19!!!! aaaaaaaah!!! so old!!! omg narin you've only got 1 to 2 months left!

mimi khoo where are you???? what are you doing right now??? i'm guessing that u are frozen at the moment even though u are wearing 10 layers of clothes hehehe..let us know mimi!! blog asap!

ok great..just found out he's married..time to go drown my sorrows..or better still drown myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!

please somebody please help me get zayed! pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease!!!! he was on the little video segment of koffee with karan again! i love him so so so much!

it's late..i've nothing to do..i don't feel like sleeping so i shall blog!!!

oook let's start with grad night..fun fun fun!!! everyone was so super glammed up and looking great! the food was alright, the activities fun, haha ronin came to perform..i thought they were good but the stuff the lead singer said was so scandalous it was hilarious! it was pictures galore..flashes going off almost non-stop inside the hall outside the hall in the toilet!! crazy!!! was a good end to our CJ lives :)

the after party at chinablack..FUUUUUUUNNNN!!! fantastic songs..crowd comprising mostly of CJCians..dancing dancing dancing!! loved it!

the hotel was superb! such a great view we had from our room! wished we could've stayed longer but then we would've had to pay :p

ashwin/arbind's birthday party tonight was excellent..the mutton rocked!! the games were funny and the music was good..my ears are still ringing coz we were dancing so close to the speaker!

mimi khoo has gone off to switzerland..such a waste that she had to miss the party tonight though..anyway she'll be back soon enough!

right so i'm gonna go read a bit of the chronicles of narnia and then go to sleep..got loads of stuff to do around the house tomorrow!!

i'm sick..it sucks...

bhangra night!!!!!!!!!!!! man it was soooooooo so so so so so fun!!! so good to go again now that exams are over...haven't gone since may!!! and to think i actually considered not going..i must've been crazy! max please please do not wear heels the next time..then at least we can stay longer! i so didn't want to leave but miss "my feet are painful" couldn't dance anymore! wish geri and amarpreet and mimi khoo had come though! would've been even more fun with a bigger group..bunty kaur i wish u could've stayed a little longer!!! i know u wish it too..haha and max and buntz were attracting so much attention from random dudes..oooooooh hot stuff ah my friends! and apparently i was the last to wake up today...it was expected that narin would wake up first since she left the earliest but between me and max i should've woken up first coz i'm less piggy!! oh well...

man life since A's ended has been crazy and incredibly tiring...out all day searching for dresses and doing a whole lot of other stuff..today's the first day i can actually slack and relax and whatever...aiyoh but i also have to use this time to seriously clean up my room...it's so messy and dusty and all..it's gonna be hell! wish me luck!

this day definitely deserves an entry..unfortunately, i'm waaaaay too tired

oh my god i love zayed khan!!!!! he was so incredibly cute on his little segment on koffee with karan!!! and he speaks so so so well!!! he's sooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!

soon...very very very soon

aaaaaaaargh!!!!! i feel like killing myself right now...seriously...the last question of maths paper 2!!!! aaaaaaaaaaah!!! i blanked...i just couldn't remember how to find sample proportion...but i knew that i knew how to find it but it just wouldn't come to me at that point!!!!! so i left most of the question out!!! and then i realize after the paper that it's the simplest thing in the world!!!!! if i hadn't known how to do it at all i wouldn't feel so bad...but the thought that it was so simple and i knew exactly how to do it is killing me right now!!!

You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it. And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

What Language Should You Learn?

coooooool!!! proof that i belong with cristiano ronaldo!! on that note...i'm so so so happy that Man Utd beat chelsea on sunday :) especially after the highly embarrasing 4-1 loss...i'm still having trouble accepting that but i guess they just had a very very very off-day

man it's been a long time since i updated...wanted to update about diwali and all last week but was waaaaay too lazy...

anyway the a's have finally begun...and though i am nervous and all i'm also quite happy coz i was soooo sick of waiting! yeah so just finished my main bio paper this morning...the paper was alright but as usual i didn't finish it and unfortunately it was alot of the essay part which i left out...oh well what's done is done...

maths paper 1 later on...hahaha maths...let's just wait and see how it goes!

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venting...

my new pastime

i went swimming at the club yesterday..been probably a year or two since i've done that..swam 20 laps..felt good! but i really do regret not following through with my swimming...i don't regret my decision to not make swimming my CCA in IJ..coz then i wouldn't have had my basketball experiences..but i do hate the fact that i totally gave up on swimming...didn't bother swimming regularly or continue to swim for the club when there were inter-club meets...at least i would have maintained my speed and stamina...i am sooo slow now...k not that slow lah but still...i'm gonna try and commit myself to going down to the club once a week...20 or more laps each time...i really shouldn't have given up..i really really shouldn't have..

the weekend!!! finally!!! went to school every day this week to study from 9 to 6..had lessons and mocks on some days..oh man the bio mock and going through the answers...took sooooooo long! chem mock was alright...gp lesson had a dramatic ending...unfortunately i wasn't there to witness most of it...

today was just the funniest! geri came to school to study today with max and i so obviously it was gonna be a funny day...so what happened that was so funny??? here it goes....we took a break around 3.30 and after coming back from the canteen geri wanted to get some books out of her bag...so max and i waited for her outside the library..so she just started to unzip this nike bag which was the same type as the one she brought when she realized it wasn't hers...so ok she zipped it up and GLANCED around for hers..she didn't see it anywhere...so i said maybe the person who's bag she'd opened had taken her bag and gone home..and immediately the vulgarities began...so loudly in front of the poor people who just happened to be there at the time...profanity after profanity...each one worse than the one before...max and i were laughing and laughing..geri was getting hysterical...so we started to lift other bags off the shelf to look for it while geri cursed the person who'd 'taken her bag home'..and there it was...max found it under a few other bags! hahahaha it was hilarious!!!

sooo tired now...hope i can bring myself to do a reasonable amount of work this weekend...never happens...then it's back to school on monday!

i've gotta find me a logan!!!

my song of the moment: Losing My Religion by R.E.M.

i'm absolutely addicted

what a day! graduation day...started off with us all gathering in class and taking hundreds of photos...i'm sure there were at least 20 cameras in class today..madness!!! then we had to do a class poster..our final one..we used mimi's glitter which made our poster all shiny and special...the photo-taking was still going on along with the poster-making..the class was pretty chaotic...music blaring from the speakers...everybody running here and there alternating between adding their bit to the poster and taking a thousand more photos! after the poster was complete came the video montage that ms lim made..chronicled our 2 years as a class..our sportiness, our craziness, our diligence...man that was emotional..knowing that this was the official end of our journey as T31 '04/'05...i had to seriously restrain myself from non-stop tears...managed to just keep it to a few tears...phew!

after that it was to the the PAC for the ceremony...speeches, awards, special mentions and a few hilarious revelations!!! oh and then the home tutors presented us with our graduation pins and folders..individually...another emotional moment! and then the final video montage..oh my god a thousand other memories!!! the best best best part of the whole thing was that T31 left CJC with the best home class award!!!!!!!!!!! it was TOTALLY unexpected...even ms lim didn't believe it when she heard our class being called! our response was so slow due to our disbelief...but every one of us was sooooo proud that we had achieved it! it really meant alot and it was the perfect ending to CJ life!

after school we went to marche as a class..all 24 of us plus ms lim..we spent 2 and a half hours there and i'm so sure the staff was glad to see as go as we had been making sooooo much noise!! couldn't help it though coz after we had finished eating all the people who were left gathered in one corner of our reserved heidiland section and started exchanging all sorts of funny stories and memories from the past 2 years..non-stop laughter!! had such a great time! i really hope we continue to meet up in the future so we can relive all the memories..

CJ was great! i don't regret for a moment my choice be a part of CJC..i was given a chance to experience a lot of new and fun things and i enjoyed being part of CJ netball, drama and ICS...so many other things i gotta say but i'm being forced off the computer so i gotta go!

tonight's was the last night study : (

i've sometimes wondered what john lennon would be like if he were alive today..having read so much about him being an activist for peace and about the tragic way in which he died..and lo and behold..there was an article about that very topic in today's TODAY coz this sunday would've been his 65th birthday if he were still alive..

the TODAY paper always has good articles..i love neil humphrey's saturday column...incidentally he also wrote the john lennon article..ya so his other article today was about how singaporeans don't seem to be able to do anything right if they're not told how to do so by the gahmen(as he calls it)...even though his articles are always humorous, they really do speak the truth about the issues he raises..they always make me realise that even though our society seems fine on the surface..when you look just a little deeper at some of the things we do, there's something really wrong with us..like the recent incident regarding the white elephants at the buangkok mrt station..a few harmless placards caused such a big ruckus because some uptight singaporeans are so afraid of straying from norms that they just had to call the police...even a peaceful voicing of opinions couldn't be taken lightly..i don't know..i just find it a bit sad..many of us here walk the straight and narrow path and are just so afraid to leave it and try other things..it's not the government at fault..it's the people a lot of the time..so uptight..so unable to do the right things if not told how to do them..read his article if you can!

i can hardly believe that next week is our last official week of school...soooooooo fast!! all the memories CJ holds for us even though we only spent 2 years there...all the insane things my friends and i have been up to...aaaaaaah i'm not ready to leave!!

omg omg omg!!! perfect 10 just played boomshakalaka!!! man that song brings me back to my most favourite stage of my life!!!! young, innocent, oblivious to the world, dancing in my aunty's house like some psycho!! i love that song...

this was quite a fun week for me..went out with jillian, treepti and geri on wednesday to celebrate jillian's birthday..had dinner at hard rock cafe..i hadn't been there for years! the atmosphere there is sooo nice...and the live band was really good..and some dude wanted to get to know jill..hehehe hot stuff!
then on friday i went to watch quidam..the performances were excellent..seamless..completely synchronised...and when they had little skits where they would pull audience members up, the skits were sooo funny that everybody was laughing and clapping like crazy...anyone who has the chance should really go watch it...not an opportunity to be missed...
oh and to my dear friends who think i'm sad/not ok..thank you very much for your concern but i am actually fine..just maybe a bit irritable sometimes but generally alright..so don't worry!

joke of the year:

the actual fag/sissy boy, the ever infamous AK(walks like a girl, talks like a girl, even sits like a girl) is trying to throw people of his scent by calling someone else a faggot..hahahaha hilarious...claims he took of his tagboard coz it don't suit his site..yeah right...coward...if anyone who knows him happens to chance upon this entry..please tell him to inject himself with some testosterone..he seriously needs it..

the ministry of sound..coming soon to clarke quay!!!!!

woooooohooooooo...had tons of fun from thursday up till sunday...so much fun in fact that i only slept 4 and a half hours last night(i usually have to have at least 6)...couldn't sleep coz i still wanted to party!! amarpreet!! such a waste that you had a paper this morning...wish you had been there last night!! had fun anyway with my sis and aunts!

i don't actually need to update about my long weekend coz charmaine's and maxine's blogs both have the details so please refer... only thing is saturday night...my mom, dad, sis and i went out for dinner at this place called the coriander leaf..i had lamb kebab..it was delicious delicious delicious!!!!! won't ever forget it!

i really really really need to exercise...all my fitness has gone down the drain since netball ended...help...

one more prelim paper to go...then a weekend of rest then start seriously studying for the a's...my papers so far have been quite ambiguous..as in i don't know whether they were alright or i'll do badly..but hey..they don't count for anything so who cares?

one thing i gotta wonder though is why they always try to kill us with prelims? i mean aren't the preliminary exams supposed to be an indication of our a level grades?? so then they should be a level standard papers but noooooooo they come up with the most difficult questions...all probably taken from 's' papers...for what though??? why so difficult?? what's the point?? to humble us perhaps?? show us that we'd better study harder than ever if we want our A grades?? maybe...

my new internet addiction is games.com...it's got online monopoly..i love it!!! but i think i've lost almost all my games save for one...sad sad..k gonna go play for a while now before i start being all hardworking and practice my chem mcq..

what a waste of a saturday night!!! man this is shitty...

weakest link yay yay yay!!!!

the Singapore Flyer...guess what that is...

waaaaay too relaxed right now...no gilmore girls today...again...what the hell...

seen on the back of a t-shirt:

Life's battles don't always go to the strongest or the fastest person,
but in time,
the one who wins is the one who thinks she can.

today is marianne's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARI!!! we all know what you wished for : )

ri chard, christine, mimi, max and i trooped down to her house to surprise her with a cake..mimi didn't have to do much trooping since she's mari's neighbour! it was really fun...after surprising her and cutting cake and eating cake we sat around talking for about an hour or so..all the usual stuff we talk about..some scandalous stories etc etc...

heading to school tomorrow to study..hopefully it's relatively empty and quiet..geri d should be there as well..only thing i'm not looking forward to is lunching in school...get enough of that during the school term...but no choice i guess..gotta maximise my time there...no going to orchard or toa payoh for lunch and wasting 2 hrs..

mimi khoo called me a while ago to tell me she'd swallowed a thread...panicing like it was fatal...it isn't..what a mimi...

had a good three hours of tv today save for arrested development coz stupid rockstar: inxs extended way past its timeslot..again...annoying!!! i don't know how inxs could even think of replacing michael hutchence...injustice to the memory of him...imagine if they came up with rockstar: nirvana...trying to replace kurt cobain...k i can't even imagine...not that i'm a big fan of these bands or anything but it just seems funny trying to replace characters who made the band what they are...it's not right

here come the holidays!! but then again...what holidays??? hahaha even if i study 12hrs a day....which is not gonna happen...i still wouldn't be able to finish all my work...gotta decide on which 3 subjects i will most likely do well in...i have to do well for maths...chem is always doable...econs will be ok if i put in the effort so i guess i'm gonna relax with bio coz the option topic is killer!!! the notes are think enough for 5 topics! so for now it's gonna be maths, chem and econs..

disciplinedisciplinediscipline

aaaaargh!!! the group of j1 girls sitting next to geri, jasmine and i during night study tonight were the most annoying people ever!!! they didn't study one bit...just talked and talked and flipped a million pages...u gotta wonder if they actually read anything...they were even eating in the library!!!! i wanted to kill them!!! geri tried to give them a 'fierce' look but it didn't work...man they were frustrating...blatant disrespect for everyone else in the library...i wish brother paul had been them...that would have been the end of them!!

dying dying dying....

gotta keep going...

heeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllpppppppppppppppppppp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yay yay had quite an eventful weekend...done no studying so far...that's bad but hey..i gotta live

went for a punjabi play at victoria theatre yesterday...it was hilarious!!! great job done by all involved...the theatre was packed...extremely good turnout...lots of familiar faces...i wanna act next time!! only bad thing was that coz of the thousand and one scene changes, the play ended 1 and a half hours later than it was supposed to..other than that it was all good..

went to khalsa today for some dinner...was ultra boring...and punjabi people are supposed to know how to throw a party...enjoyed chatting with the netballers though...probably the last time i'm gonna see them till november since i'm not gonna go for training anymore...need the extra time to study since i can't seem to be able to do any work at all on fridays and saturdays...try as i might i just can't seem to put my studies first in my life...oh well...i'll survive!

we had a family scrabble(just got a new set) session today...my mum, dad, sister and i...that was fun...love doing these sorts of things with them...hope it becomes a weekly thing...

right all u people who complain about me not updating..hope you're all satisfied!!

okokok i'm updating!!! why i haven't updated is coz i really haven't had much to say...busy being serious and studying and what not...life's a bore at the moment so what's there to tell???? i don't want to drone on and on about my studies and my work but that's really all i've got at the moment...
oooh gilmore girls is back on 5 and it's really fun to watch now that lorelai is with luke...i really have waaaay to many tv shows on during the week...funnily enough there's nothing on fridays and saturdays but at least 1 important show a day from monday to thursday...in fact there are 5 on thursday...3 whole hours of tv!!!
right....k i really have nothing to say

balance

this week's been quite crazy with a lot of drama going on...some of the drama was quite necessary though...wakes people up...opens their eyes to stuff they prefer not to see...

career day is on wednesday next week...really unsure of what i wanna do in life...waaaaaay too many options these days...moving in the direction of business at the moment but i really don't know...something else i was thinking about is like getting maybe a degree in science or something then just teaching many many kids whose parents would pay an exorbitant amount of money for tuition...thousands of those nowadays with our extremely competitive educational climate...the price people would pay for tuition...i really don't understand it...madness...so ya...life as a tuition teacher would be good...lots of money...no need to pay income tax since it's a transfer payment...flexible hours...good life lah!! only thing is that it's not a stable source of income..and u gotta be really good to get more students...

mocks galore coming up in the next two weeks...as far as possible i'm not gonna leave the house this weekend...sooo much homework plus alot alot alot to study...can't wait for all this to be over...

a forwarded e-mail message i received a long time ago which i really liked...

Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or .. you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life. "Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes, it is," Michael said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life." I reflected on what Michael said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it. Several years later, I heard that Michael was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Michael was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back. I saw Michael about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter," Michael replied. "Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live." "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Michael continued, "..the paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action." "What did you do?" I asked. Well, there was a bigburly nurse shouting questions at me," said Michael. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity'." Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." Michael lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude... I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

this past week:

received all mid-year results...i'm alright with my results considering i didn't put in as much effort as i shld have...but these are my worst set of results so far...

finished reading the second summer of the sisterhood...couldn't put it down...now started on the da vinci code...already quite exciting in the first few pages

went for the good charlotte concert on thursday veeeeery reluctantly...just me and tasha(my cousin who is a "devoted fan")...weirdos galore...and brats as well...there was this girl porbably about 12/13...puny but soooooo incredibly rude to her mother i wanted to kill her...she was standing just behind me before the concert began and shouting at her poor mom and when her mom was walking away from her to go check something the girl pulled on her mom's backpack thingy...aaaaaaaargh so annoying!!! i wonder what all these small people actually know about good charlotte's brand of music...haiyoh no comments...haha but the concert was quite good...unfortunately i was standing next to this group of young shrieking girls...all also within the 11-14ish range...my left ear was suffering...

got quite a bit of work this weekend...better get started soon...i'm already falling behind in maths and chem...as usual...right so i better get going...got things to do!

whaaaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeevvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

the second part is sooooooooo true...scary

tried some kinda quizzy thingy...this is what it said:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hmmmm hehe interesting....try it

complete, utter, total, ultimate BOREDOM...that was what i experienced today...and it's a saturday...what a life...

i loooooooooooove arrested development...whoever's not watching is missing out a whole load of laughs...ur loss...the show rocks

the live 8 concert has been going on since yesterday but it seems like only 35000 people to date have put their names down to support the cause -- eradication of world poverty...i honestly expected the number to have run into millions by now since the concerts are going on in various parts of the world and being telecast live as well...weird that the number is still so low..sooo it'd be great if everyone could just add their names to the list of people supporting the cause...it's the very least that we, as people who have already been blessed with everything(and more than) we need, can do...no other obligations whatsoever...just put your name on the list..the website is below..just click on the link:

www.live8live.com

hey when you people find out ur red indian names from the thingy below, tag the names ok!!!

http://www.aspalta.cbc.ca/deaddog_asp/ain.asp

click above to find out your very own red indian name!

charmaine's favourite teacher just jogged past my house again while i was playing badminton...chippy u should live here...all your people live here...

i am going to fail econs tmr...no kidding...i have nooo idea what is going on in all the J2 topics...i just cannot understand it...soooo confusing...killer..die already...ok nevermind

i hope all goes well this week...once monday begins i have to make a complete change from the ultra-lazy, uninspired computer/tv/stoning addict and become a zealous, motivated and disciplined bookworm...for just 4-5 months...it's gonna be soooo difficult...but it must be done!!!!

yay yay yay today is a somewhat happy day!! DANGEROUS MINDS is on tonight on channel 5 at 10.30pm...watch it!! it's one of my most favourite movies!!! watched it like 1000 times already but still get excited whenever it's on!!!
the bhai maharaj cup(soccer tourney) is on tomorrow...for the first time since i started going for it..which was 4 years ago i think...i won't be going...i wasn't supposed to go last year but was forced into it...the person who forced me, narinder and geri to go then abandoned us after the tournament...no comments...
there's 2 bhangra nights on tonight if i'm not wrong..but now that dangerous minds is gonna be showing i couldn't care less about the bhangra nights!

SINKING.....................

MANGO sale tomorrow...meeting my friends at 7am...madness...haha gonna wear shoes so as to not get stepped on and to do some stepping of my own if necessary...i can so imagine the chaotic scenes at every mango outlet in singapore tomorrow...haha it's gonna be hilarious...narinder's already going mad...can't wait!!

haven't studied any J2 topics for bio..interested to see what happens tomorrow...

i am in looooooooooove...saw an extremely cute guy today playing cricket at the indian association...sooooooo handsome..told my mother i wanted to marry him..she didn't respond..he caught me looking at him like 2 times...embarrassing...but nevermind..i think he plays for the cricket club...i hope he plays for the cricket club coz then i can make it my new hang out..came home and looked thru the SCC magazine hoping to find out if SCC had a match at IA today so tt i could confirm what team he was playing for but instead i came across this guy who actually looked somewhat like my love...hahaha...i'm full of shit...but anyway...i'm spending my weekends watching cricket from now on...already told my dad about it...not about the dude..about the cricket...just hope my mum doesn't tell him i wanna find the dude...coz tt'll kill everything

bunty kaur...u should have come for the wedding today...ur mom asked me why i didn't ask u to come...and believe me i really wanted to...but i knew you'd say no so i just didn't...but i really wish u had been there...it was fun and you could have seen the guy!!!!! haiyah so sad you weren't there...it would have been so much more fun...nevermind...next one...bunty u really should have come....

i look kinda bad...but the rest look good so nvm...anyway this is us on monday..

almost approaching the last week of the holidays...once term starts everything's gonna be crazy..mid-year exams, mock exams, prelims and then finally the a-levels...so..i don't care but i am gonna take it easy the last week...i promise everyone that i will study but i'm not gonna stress myself out..even though i really should coz i haven't even started on maths and econs...i'm not gonna stress coz i've decided to save my stressing for when the final lap begins..these 4 weeks of june are termed holidays for a reason..rest and recreation!!!

monday was spent with the gang, minus buntz, lounging around charmaine's 'hood', as she calls it...played table tennis at her place and then went to have katong laksa..delicious...then went to her aunt's place to use the pool, we're such freeloaders...the pool was sooo giganticus...veeeryyy nice...had a lot of fun that day..

on tuesday went to fort canning to do a dance with ICS for the anti-smoking thingy our school organised...the dance went well...tangga was stressed about it as usual...buuut as usual, everybody loved it..

on wednesday was the first of the ceremonies for my aunt's upcoming marriage(saturday)..was held at her house..there was dancing and everything but i didn't get to dance or even watch it much coz i had suddenly turned into some henna artist(dunno where they got the impression i could do this) and had to design everybody's hands even though i was protesting like hell and destroying everything...really dunno how that happened....i can't even draw...now whenever there's a wedding i've gotta seriously hide myself if not it looks like i'm gonna be the permanent henna artist coz it looked like that's what was on everyone's minds...but it was fun...

missed one tree hill on wednesday...completely forgot about the damn thing even though i've been annoucing it to everyone for a few weeks now..so watched it thursday morning...it was good...CANNOT wait for the next one...
there's soooo many good shows on TV these days..absolutely loving it..soooo don't want school to start!! desperate housewives, CSI, one tree hill, lost, arrested development(so funny!!), joey, growing up gotti(john!!!), nip/tuck..and the list goes on..but those are my favourites...

today i'm completely free so i guess i should use it to study..and i guess i should start soon..so i'd better go...

waaaaay too lazy to blog these days...got lotsa studying to do!!!

everyone take note: charmaine's new nickname is CHIPPY

ok just for everyone's information i now have two tag boards...why do i have two tag boards??? simple: so that miss khoo can tag my blog...lecehfying...charmaine u better be happy now!!! if u can't tag on this one also i give up!!!

it's been a loooong and tiring week for me but it ended in the best possible way!!! last sunday, monday, tuesday and wednesday were spent training for the gurdwara cup...non-stop netball...the games started on thursday and finished on saturday...we started off playing kedah thursday afternoon...that one went as expected...friday morning was our group match against FT...lost 30-18...it was a really really bad game...no one seemed to be focused on the match and we let them walk all over us...again...that evening we played selangor and that was the match that would decide if we made it to the finals...we won, cheered on by none other than the FT netball team...wanting us to play them in the final...expecting to beat us yet again...BUUUUUUUUT...their cheering us came back to haunt them coz on saturday morning, after six years of winning the netball championship trophy, FT was beaten!!!!!!!! we won an extremely close match, with a score of 18-14...i'll never forget it!!! was dreaming netball tactics the night before the match..couldn't even sleep properly...that's how scred i was! thanks so much to my friends and family who supported me and the team soooo much...it really helped!! so the gurdwara cup came to a close last night with the closing ceremony dinner...was very tired though...but still had fun dancing with my team mates and all...joking about stuff(thankfully i was spared from the usual nonsense this year)...hahaha...now that it's over it all seems to have happened so fast...till the next time..........

after a week of sleeping away at home i'm soooooooo glad i finally got out of the house last night...i'm so sure that i would have sorely regretted not going for the bhangra night...part of the reason why i've been so lethargic these past few days is coz i just haven't wanted to move...refusing to go anywhere or do anything...i really needed last night...i seriously hadn't planned to go and even told max i wasn't coming when she msged me last night but after having been left at home again by my family i felt i needed to go have some fun..and i did!!! i caught the last train to orchard and got ready to party!!! last night's bhangra night was toooo fun...at aquadisiac again...super packed...way more crowded than the last time...the songs started off a little weird...kinda technoish...me, amarpreet, max and ashwin were like what the hell's going on??? but then the bhangra started and it was all good! alyssa, palvin, aman and reshpal were there as well..a thousand of max's boyfriends were there so she had an interesting time but i didn't spot any interesting people...oh and me, armpit and max witnessed a little drama unfolding on the stretch in front of wisma and taka...no comments!!

i did have a fun time yesterday morning though...another last-minute thing for DV2 but one that turned out to be quite fun...though super tiring...ah the memories...hehehe...ok forget this...hehehe...

i have training tomorrow...i want to go...but i know i shouldn't...dilemma

last night...FA cup final...Man U vs Arsenal...man u lost!!!! so saddening coz they played way better and definitely deserved to win...they dominated...the game had to go to penalties since it was goalless at full time and after extra time...bloody hell...arsenal won 5-4 on penalties...so close...sooooooo close...
i woke up this morning feeling terrible..but not coz of man u's loss...was feeling sick...coughing and whatever but went for netball anyway...scorching sun...i had to give up playing after a while coz my head was staring to spin...came home and dropped straight on the sofa...refused to get up..but was forced to eat and move into my room to sleep...woke up feeling better but now my throat is bad...went to the doctor and got medicine and whatever...must recover fast!! got training this tuesday...last week before gurdwara cup starts...
i've been feeling terrible lately...haven't been eating well...skipping some meals and not eating much at other times...i'm just very very very tired...mentally and physically exhausted...as usual so much work to do for school but i just don't have the determination to sit down and do it...all i wanna do is sleep sleep sleep and watch tv...i really don't have any energy anymore..and it's not the netball if that's what everyone's thinking..it's school!
i haven't done any work so far this weekend...none at all..no studying, no homework...i hate this...got bio spa on tuesday...i wish we could have just finished it off last thursday...would have taken a load off...

i've had so much to blog about since last week but just too lazy to do it...still too lazy..so maybe tomorrow...

i said i'd cry and i did

haven't posted in quite some time...nothing much to report...latest happenings are charmaine's foot drama and no more CJ netball for me...yup...we lost to AJ last friday and that marked the end of CCA for us...quite sad that we couldn't make it to the second round but i now have the time to do my work and everything so it's good also...charmaine's worrying about losing a few toes due to her foot turning bluish-grossish..looking at her foot today led me to remember Mr. Deeds and the time me and buntz accidentally met each other in GV marina...funny situation...narin will read this and start laughing at her computer screen...
my life's so boring at this point in time i'm really running out of things to say...

i don't have anything to blog about today...but i'm bored...don't wanna do any work...don't wanna study...nothing good on tv...boooooooring...ok fine i guess i'll go study...ew...

max, me and geraldiney weeny at the bhangra night on saturday

it just rained for all of 2 seconds...

last night was suuuuuuuuuuuper fun!!! even geri, Ms "I don't fancy bhangra nights anymore", had a great time...the music was super solid...until that technofied indian MTV dj showed up...hahaha me max and geri were just like sitting and stoning during the techno part and then the moment the real music started we jumped up and started all over again...and then there was a funny guy who was like just standing in one spot dancing(if you could call it that) by himself doing some really stupid psycho weird arm and hip movements hahahahahaha...that was like the funniest thing of the night...geri couldn't control herself laughing hahahaha damn psycho...i think he was going for about 2 hours coz when we were leaving he was still at it...and then as usual there was some scary dudes who stare and give weird smiles and dance near us...typical..oh and the place...aquadisiac...reaaaalllly nice concept...we left about 3 something and i went for netball on 3 hrs sleep...came home and had to go give tasha tuition...was struggling to keep awake...the heat sure didn't help...
i am soooooo dreading the work i have to do tomorrow...it's a holiday and i have to spend the entire day doing homework...sucks!!! i absolutely cannot wait for this year to be over....i cannot cannot cannot wait...

thank god mr chin forced us to do our bio spa today...though it didn't seem like it at the time, it was a very good decision...at least now it's over and done with and i can move on to other things...tomorrow maybe...hehehe awards thingy in school tomorrow...charmaine's gotta recite a prayer in front of many many many people...i hope she doesn't read this till tomorrow it's over...i'm sure it'll just add to her panic...hehe sadistic though it may be, that's actually why i'm typing it...eviiiiillll...i get released immediately after the ceremony tomorrow which means i don't have any lessons!!! tomorrow's gonna be another looong day for me...after CJ's netball match against MI at kallang i've gotta get down to khalsa for training there till 8pm...and then i'll just come home and collapse...i think i sprained my wrist by the way...it's painful when any pressure is applied...
went to little india with geri and max today after school to thread...it's been a million years since i last threaded so i've been looking like a man for quite a while now...such am immense relief to have nice eyebrows again...of course it'll last for about two weeks and the i turn into a man again...sad story of my life...anyway after threading we went to komala's to eat and chat...it felt like friday today...nobody wanted to go home...it's always fun to have these little makan and chat thingys with my friends..we reminisce old times and every so often some scandalous new previously withheld information is revealed...haha those are the best...sometimes i wish we could be in school forever...but without the studying part...

bio spa tomorrow...bio spa in our school is what almost guarantees that we won't get an A for bio...please let it be alright...i better go study...

i just realized about 2 hours ago that the khalsa netball team only has about 5 sundays till the gurdwara cup...we've spent the last 4 months doing almost nothing!!!! i could really kill myself for allowing this to happen...i don't know how it didn't occur to me that the thing is soooooo damn bloody soon! i pray that everyone shows up for training tomorrow...we have soooo few left that we really have to make the best of them...although i don't exactly think we can accomplish all that much in a month...but we can try....we have to try!!!! please everyone just show up tomorrow please!!!!
went to kallang today to train with the cj team...another satisfying training for me although we didn't train all that much...hopefully we do well on monday...playing pioneer jc...don't exactly know much about them...not about to underestimate...so i think that if CJ just does their best and play the way we do during trainings we should do just fine...after the match on monday we gotta get down to SJI to run the heats for the 4x100m relay...gonna be a tiring day...

man today's sun....blazing....but today's netball training was quite good...was quite satisfied with myself although i still really need to work on my shots...our first match is on monday and we get to leave class at 11am..hehehe that rocks..
told maxine today that we gotta seize as many bhangra night opportunities as possible before she leaves for hawaii...found out that there's on at the end of this month...the next day is a sunday and a public holiday which means that monday will be a holiday too...so i think it'll be perfect! max please let's gooooo!!! please please please!! hopefully more people will wanna come too(ahem ahem geri, armpit, narin, keert, charmaine, alyssa etc.) so ya...hope it happens!

ya so...sunday...aaaaaaah...still wishing i was back at the mela...it's always fun for me..to see almost the entire punjabi community gathered on that one day..with drama unfolding here and there(although there wasn't much this year) and lots of cuties all over the place, people i really wanted to see, people i really did not want to see...wish more of my friends had come though...could have had waaaay more fun...thanks max for coming! you really should've stayed longer...really really...
sunday started off really early for me...had to be at khalsa by 8.15...played netball with the same team as last year and made some new friends in the process..there was some drama on the netball court with one of the teams we played...somewhat expected but annoying all the same..max came down to support and was like cheering all the way...she had my sis for company...they strayed to the soccer field half way to be perverts and check out the guys(and embarass me in the process)...typical...we came in second for netball but seeing as there were only 3 teams, that also meant we were second last..hahaha..but it was really fun...the sun wasn't as bad as usual but i got burnt all the same...couldn't find my sunblock...i left khalsa around 6 coz i was super tired and i had bio to do...really wanted to stay though...anyway now i'm looking forward to june...the gurdwara cup...when the malaysians come down as well...can't wait!!!

just got home...i wish the mela coud happen all over again...more about it later!

hectic/tiring/fun day...after school had netball training till about 5.30ish...after that rushed down to town to get the presents..me buntz and charmaine running around like mad fools...narinder's slipper broke for the 20000th time today...it was super funny...she had to buy a new pair of thingys from tangs..bunty bunty...please walk properly..anyway after getting all the presents we needed to get, we waited for the 162 at the bus stop opposite far east for about 20 minutes...20 agonising minutes...got to swathi's house about 8.30...met fizah!!! so nice to see her after all this time..catching up with friends is always great...must make more of an effort to keep in touch...yupz..so had fun at swat's with my frennies...the food was really good...but i was like falling asleep over there...just toooo tired...my eyes are only half open now...looking forward to tomorrow..geri's birthday...with the increase in age, may an increase in maturity also come about..hehehe just kidding...geri's very mature......................riiiiiight...ok good night!

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tomorrow is gonna be a day of rush rush rush...after school i've got netball which i can't leave early from...then i've gotta rush to town and rush around getting presents for swathi, cheryl and geri...at least i know what i'm gonna get for swat so that's pretty much settled but haven't decided about the other two...after i get all 3 presents i've gotta rush down to swathi's house for her birthday dinner...supposed to be there by 7pm but i doubt i'll make it in time...and the suckiest thing is that i'm gonna be all gross coz i'll be going after netball!!!! looking forward to the weekend..swat's birthday tomorrow...geri's and cheryl's parties on saturday...possibility of going for the bhangra night at fullmoon...but only for a while coz sunday's the mela(funfair sorta thingy)!!! i sure hope it's fun... and then once the weekend is over...it'll be back to school, studies and stress...which reminds me...can somebody please tell me what is going on with ruthra?? is it on? is it off? is it postponed? tell me!! i just found out there's no growing up gotti today... :(
i guess i'll go study now and watch arrested development at 9.30...

it's vesakhi tomorrow...the most important day in the sikh calendar..marks the official beginning of our religion if i'm not wrong...i have to learn more about my religion and culture..i'm always being asked questions that i can't answer..sad case yes i know...went to temple today...can't go tomorrow coz i gotta go to school..don't wanna go to school coz it's our longest day tmr..but i'll lose out alot if i don't go...haven't studied at all today..wonder how cross country went...alrighty then, i better go get some work done...

i can't access friendster...it's been days...i can't take it...

chem spa tmr..i don't feel like studying..but i have to..desperate housewives later :) it's a great show...genius...and grounded for life is on in a bit...that one is just sooo funny! everyone's buzzing about the l'oreal hot straight...it's quite amusing..but it's an excellent product..bio test for this week was cancelled..quite a relief but somewhat worrying...we've only had one bio CA this year...gonna go look at my chem for a while...hope tomorrow's exam goes well..

firstly i want to say that i loved the way my hair felt today and it's all thanks to l'oreal's blow-drying milk and the new and excellent hot straight...i strongly recommend it to everyone!
ok..onto max's party...i had a whole load of fun! was great talking to everyone and socialising and reminiscing and laughing and teasing and being teased and whatever else..everyone seemed to be having a good time..it was a great party max!
unfortunately for me it ended on a somewhat sad note : ( because i lost the present that jillian got me for my birthday...i knew i should have put it into my bag right away but i didn't so now i pay the price...i am really really super super super sorry jillian!! i really hope it's somewhere in max's house...i am a real shit...soooooooooo sorry!!!! why didn't i just put it into my bag???? argh!!!! super frustrating...why do i do these things???? i really don't know what to do with myself...maaaaaaaaaan...please please please let it be found!
i could go on about the present forever and a day..so for today i think i better stop here...gotta go to temple in the morning tomorrow...it's my dad's 50th birthday..and i have to like iron my suit now..so i have to go...

bonds are difficult to form...strong bonds harder still...once a strong bond is formed it's a really good feeling..something that you never want to see disappear...when a bond starts to weaken and break...it can be the most painful feeling...it sure as hell is a sad one...
today was the worst day i've ever experienced...it was a totally tension filled day for me that just got worse and worse...i started off the day irritable and along the way it got worse...thank god i'm now at home...where there's peace and i feel good...school's getting worse...today was just a really sad day...i really hated it...i really really hated it...i was just so filled with hurt and sadness..it sucked...tears were actually rolling down my cheeks on the way home...hope the people on the bus didn't think i was mad...oh well.. hope tomorrow will be good day...

what am i doing here when i should be doing my work? i don't know...all i know is there's a high chance of me failing the maths test on thursday since i really can't do complex numbers..i've been holding on to 2 complex tutorials for about 2 weeks now and i still can't figure them out...blah...vectors i haven't even looked at...and then there's chem on friday...somebody please give me the brain of maxine's boyfriend(matthew)

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i've gotta start working hard...4 subjects..2 CCAs...no time for anything..i can't go out anymore unless absolutely necessary..gonna come home right after school...no wasting time...so please friends...support me...don't ask me to go anywhere anymore..until june holidays...thanks..knowing myself...this isn't gonna work

i just wanna say that today is a happy happy day! i am now the proud owner of a cool new guitar thanks to my parents...a birthday gift from them!! they are simply the best!

i had an excellent weekend! went to the CAAS holiday bungalow on friday, my birthday, to relax and have fun with my family and friends...charmaine and narin were the first to come over followed by geri and keerthi and then max and mole..the first day wasn't much..just dinner, playing foozball and playing tai tee...the second day began at 7.30am for me...had a bath and then waited for charmaine to arrive..after her narin came..geri, max and mole had stayed over..amarpreet also appeared around lunch time...we went to white sands for lunch..had to buy some stuff from the mama shop there..which was run by 2 perverts...scary..but funny...went back to the bungalow and then went swimming...although pasir ris is like the worst place to swim in singapore..we couldn't help it..the water was just there!! after swimming we went to that gigantic playground and went on the flying fox...i was super scared to go on it man...ended up with a massive bruise on my thigh..started to rain after that but buntz, amarpreet, max, geri and my cuz sangeet continued playing on some funny spinning disc thingy...finally went back to bathe and relax and get ready for the barbeque..shaleen, marianne and alyssa also came...we all had fun reliving all those old stories again..madness...the food was good..my mum and aunties were doing the bbqing..i knocked out right after everone left...was super tired...the third day was fun as well..only family members were left in the bungalow...played soccer...sharan and tasha were the most enthusiastic..i was kinda scared to go near them...haha funny people...we went to the park again and i went on some spinning thing and dizzied myself silly...all in all it was a really fun weekend..

thanks to all my friends who came..i really appreciate you guys and girls coming all that way to be there...and thanks for the cards and presents(every single card i got had some mention of some v person in it...every single one)

and also..thanks to all my family members for your presence, help and gifts..it was a special and unforgettable weekend :)

yay yay yay! it's the 25th of march!!!! i pray that this weekend goes smoothly...year after year my birthday ends with some giganticus family problem cropping up..please let this year be different..please!!!

my last day being 17...i turn 18 at 7.11pm tomorrow...looking forward to my weekend of celebration at the CAAS bungalow..i think i'm growing up too fast...really wish i could stay young forever...i really really wish that could happen...everyone's like wow..18...the age of liberation...who cares? i don't want to do any of the things i can legally do...it doesn't make a difference to me...the only good thing will be the fact that there will be no problems goin for m18 movies...other than that nothing applies...i am currently suffering because i did 1000 standing broad jumps yesterday...my ankles and thighs hurt alot! so old-womanish...hehehe...

wow...people these days are really, REALLY dramatic...and no charmaine, i am not referring to u...or anyone else who reads this blog for that matter...

my entry just got erased...i am not happy...

grr peeps..my computer still ain't working...sad...at my aunt's house now...cousin is hovering over me and complaining at what i'm writing...don't have all that much to say...depressed without my comp...received a scandalous phone call just now...details will be divulged when the time is right...last day of hols today...homework isn't finished though i've been working very hard at it...oh well...going to play table tennis later at the club so i best be off...

aaaaaaah...my computer monitor blew which means i can't use the computer in my house...currently at my aunt's...so since i don't wanna take up too much of her time..even though i have a lot to say i can't say everything...will blog longer another day..

friends!! i'm back just to let everyone know

Charmaine!! congrats on having had a dream come true...it must be a great feeling..

ok i have to go now...

there's so much that i want to do, see, feel and achieve...but i'm currently too lazy, poor and afraid to do anything

ya ok so....yesterday....rockafellar skank...i felt so many different emotions yesterday...as is typical when a certain someone makes and appearance...feelings before the concert: anticipation, hope, nervousness, fear..feelings during the concert: happiness, sadness, embarassment, excitement..feelings after the concert: happiness, sadness, extreme embarassment, excitement, regret...so drama!! but what to do...the concert itself was really good...there are lot of talented people in cj...alot can play the guitar very very well..and some really good singers as well...the turnout was excellent...alot of non-cjcians..a few cuties...went for dinner with charm, priscilla and keert after the thing...looked like a fool coz i was carrying a super fat school bag..two books and a shoebag...was dying to get home after dinner...got back around 12...slept before 2..charmaine stayed over...max and charmaine just left my house a while ago..the came over in the afternoon..we watched chasing liberty and 50 first dates then went to eat prata..saw a cute guy..he was gay though..sad...then we came back and charmaine did something very bold...the results of which are left to be seen...then they left and now i'm alone...planning to sleep for a bit and then wake up and open the door for my dad..don't know whether or not to watch soccer...got netball tmr morning...this week is gonna fly by..i hope i actually manage to get my work done...i've got tons...nothing new...alrighty..gonna go sleep...

hello fans...sorry i haven't updated for soo long...been suffreing from some sort of exhaustion even though i have exactly been very hard at work..weird..rockafella skank thingy in school tmr...having a clothes dilemma as usual..gotta attend a one and a half hour lecture on starch tmr as well...and also supposed to have gp enrichment..hehe..wonder how that's gonna go..the gp topic we're doing in school now is fun..politics...today we did terrorism...something i really really like...after watching bowling for columbine last year i did a whole lot of research on timothy mcveigh...the oklahoma city bomber...i remember watching his last minutes of life on CNN a few years ago..he was quite a queer character...a lone terrorist..scary..serial killers also interest me..i love finding out why these people do what they do..what goes through their minds? what kind of background did they have..i also looked up info on alcatraz's most famous inmates last year after watching some movie for a gp lesson...bloody interesting...don't get scared people...i am not insane...just intrigued by the criminal mind..

Toys 'R' Us Animal Alley Advertisement Models: Narinder and Maxine

CTs ended yesterday...here's the breakdown: monday's gp essay was crap, compre was alright, bio was ok as well..tuesday's chem was ok..wednesday's econs was bad, but that's coz i didn't study enough..thurday's maths was ok for someone who didn't practice(me) and chem spa went quite well..so that's that...later today we collect our mother tongue results...not all that worried about it...yesterday after chem spa me, charmaine, max and narin went to town to watch million dollar baby...first time in town after quite a long time..hehe..the movie was really good..super sad..but i still really really wanna watch hotel rwanda! crap...man the weather has been so against us the past week or so...it started off incredibly hot with actual bush fires breaking out here and there..the heat was seriously intense...and now everytime we wanna go somewhere it rains...on wednesday, me geri and max went to toa payoh to eat briyani...a minute away from the bus stop it starts to drizzle...by the time we're off the bus it's pouring..so we go on this adventure through the blocks trying not to get wet and everything but end up having to cross a road..no shelter..so we put our bags on our heads and make a run for it...geri and max got horned at by some person..so by the time we get to the place our bags are drenched and we're quite wet..and of course, just as soon as we sit down..the rain slows to a light drizzle and stops...annoying...then yesterday..me and max wanted to threading and then have lunch in serangoon road after our maths paper so the two of us and narin were on the bus, half way there when lo and behold, it started to DRIZZLE!!! knowing that the rain would be in full force by the time we reached little india we decided to get down at united square and just eat there...we got wet anyway...3+ hours later the drizzling hadn't stopped so we got wet on our way back to school as well...thankfully after chem spa the skies were clear as we headed to town..so anyway freedom for the weekend...slack and stone and worship the tv until monday...loving it!!!

i'm dead...i didn't practice maths..i had the time but chose to use it to watch the oscars so i am gonna pay for it...i pray that the paper is doable!! all i want is between 40-50 marks...anything more and i will be superbly happy...anyway even though i know tomorrow's paper is gonna be horrible i am super happy! reasons: 1) i am now the proud owner of the new escada rockin' rio perfume!!! 2) CTs end tomorrow!!! seriously...what more could i ask for?? quite scared for chem prac tomorrow coz that's an actual 'a' level thingy...but should be alright i guess..cannot wait till it's over!!!! i've got tons of things to watch and tons of things to do and i'll have so much free time on my hands...of course all this will probably only last till sunday coz monday is back to school, lessons, and piles of homework on top of tests and CCAs...oh ya and reminder to myself: do surveys on colac...ok nothing else for today...gotta sleep soon so that i will at least have a clear mind to think for maths...once again...i PRAY that it is easy! good night...

no desperate housewives tonight... : ( : ( : ( : ( : (

what is with this new mobile community thing? so annoying...why does everyone want to be connected to everyone in every possible way...friendster, hi-5, multiply, and now this sms.ac thingy...which is the worst of the lot coz it involves distribution of your handphone number for it to work...i really wonder how all these people who signed up for it can be so trusting with the Internet...a.k.a hacker sanctuary...are they insane?
good news: i happen to be sick...this means that if i don't do well enough for common tests i have an excuse to fall back on...sick=headache=cannot think straight=it's not that i didn't study, i was sick

while i should have been studying....

milestone: 700th viewing of my blog! i am like sooo popular(bimbo voice)...hehe...just got back from studying with geri..went to coffee bean about 5.30pm...spent about 2hours there and decided to leave before we totally froze up..sooo cold..and we had jackets on...went to the new prata place at the circus..i had prata...took forever to eat it...i am soooo slow these days...after that headed to the club to continue studying...i wasn't very productive...as usual...but i did read through the whole of respiration..so was ok lah...oh ya...and my sister's hamster passed away today...sad event...she now wants a chihuahua..i have no comments...haha we got the CJ yearbook yesterday after morning assembly...everyone was going mad...narinder was flipping all over the place looking for her thousand and one darlings...hahaha was funny...every bit of free time during the day was spent looking through the yearbook..all the memories of last year...great memories...wish last year could happen all over again...newsflash: according to charmaine, 'a' level results come out next friday...can't wait!!! really wonder how i did for punjabi..scary..hehe...okie dokes i gotta go do something or other...and before i go i'd just like to thank everyone for their help in making my blog so successful, i'd like to thank this person and that person and that person and this person, couldn't have done it without all my fans..love you guys! hehehe...talk about DRAMA!!

tired, exhausted, drained...i need vitamins..went to sleep at 8.30pm yesterday...basically didn't do any work at all...contemplating not even studying...really really don't want to..but in jc you have to be a true genius to manage a pass without actually studying...my head is like pounding...no school tomorrow...that's a plus...gotta meet geri at 5.30 so gotta go now...

grrr...i don't know why but i have a lot of frustration seriously boiling inside me this week..actually i think i do know why..i'm scared that i'm gonna blow up at some unlucky person soon...hope it doesn't happen...gotta keep cool...the heat is driving me insane!!!

i get more and more annoyed each day...sometimes i wish i could just distance myself from everyone..nobody seems to like having a positive outlook on things...annoying...we're given so much but want more and more...why are people never bloody happy????? i love being happy..i wish other people could learn that happiness is really the greatest thing..whatever form it comes in, it's really great...so everyone...don't worry, be happy!! i know exactly what most people may be thinking..it's not that easy shaan(typical reaction)...all i can say to that is: BLAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

sweltering...stifling...the darned heat!!! at least it now rains once in a while...anyway..sunday's band concert was great...pics are below..the precision with which the band people play is really amazing..not a note off key..it was pretty much perfect...the practice that went into it must've been killer...we missed the first song though, the reason being that a certain ms khoo didn't know the difference between raffles place and raffles city...i hope she knows now..after the concert we went to coffee club to eat...i don't think i'll ever be going there again...over-priced average food...not worth it...should've just gone to shah alam...that place has excellent mee goreng...could've had a whole delicious meal there for under $5...laziness drove me to coffee club...it won't happen again!! laziness is poisonous!! moving on...embarrassed myself yesterday...shall not dwell on it...CTs re in less than a week..CTs end in less than 2 weeks...totally looking forward to that!! wanna buy these like cool adidas superstars but they're really gonna cost so gotta really save up...no more unnecessary food or cab rides...gotta get started on work soon...got maths and chem to do..wanna study a bit of bio as well..better get to it!

me and charmaine just before the start of the second half

me, ruyin and amelia during the intermission of the band concert

Con Fuoco III 20th January 2005, Sunday 7.00pm Victoria Concert Hall

prices up to $11 per pack...well-done tax people!!!

watched con-air last night finally...been wanting to watch it for years but never got around to it...glad that i finally did though...it was the coolest!!! i absolutely loved it...the brilliance of the criminal mind really fascinates me...the movie was just so clever and full of wit...everyone's so hyped up about constantine and though that was interesting i think con-air is a much better movie...sitting in my living room i can smell the haze outside...it's really bad...max is suffering due to her sinus...the heat...madness...cigarette prices went up due to increased taxes...super happy about that!! hopefully more people will quit...$11.oo for a box of stuff that goes up in smoke...insanity...and the best thing is that it provides absolutely no benefits and causes soooo much harm...not only to the smoker but to those around as well as the environment...serious pollution...instead of those idiot smokers spending their money on ciggies they should donate it to me...then i can get my bmw convertible and be happy...argh the speaking competition...went for it and got in to the next round though i was really boring and stupid...crappiness...finals are on monday..crap...impromptu speech...not gonna be good...gonna be embarrassing...crap...ok anyway...something really weird happened today...i was sitting on the sofa when i saw this old woman across the road walk towards my house..no idea who she was..i was thinking she was gonna come to the gate and ask something or something but instead she went towards the dustbin outside my house...since she was carrying a big plastic bag i thought ok..she's gonna throw the thing in...no biggie...but she didn't...she opened the dustbin and like basically put her whole head inside and took something out and then walked away...no idea what it was..i didn't know what to think...so weird! i wanna watch hotel rwanda so badly now but don't wanna go out unnecessarily before CTs..so i gotta wait..i think it'll be my kinda movie..i really enjoy stuff based on real life events and true stories..make me think alot...this weekend not that much homework but gotta study for econs mcq test which was postponed to monday...did quite a bit of work today...i'm really surprising myself...dedicating more time to schoolwork that ever before..i've never been this disciplined towards academics...quite cool...ok better get back to work...bio here i come!!!